Almost Two year annivesrary of heart break

Who's that good looking guy? That is Dustin!
I was going to wait until April 7th to post this, but I just am a lil impatient! LOL .....

I had met a wonderful man. We had dated for almost 3 months, until April 7, 2004, the world came to a crashing halt. He told me that he had gotten promoted and was relocating to Oregon where he was from originally. He had been in Washington for couple of years. I had never met anyone so wonderful who treated me so good. I'll never forget that first date at Olive Garden. We had met on line, (he found me) met in person 4 days later, I did tell him that I am deaf, he had no problems with that. When I came and had a bunch of scratch papers (LOL) that I took from work ... he said if he had known he would have brought his laptop and we could have typed back n forth. (from second date on, he always had his laptop with him and we went out to dinners, breakfast and he d have the laptop and we'd type back n forth LOL and that was fun part! Even tho I could read lips, talk some, I was just too shy and wasn't ready to do that .. I"m always like that with new guys, it takes at least a year for me to feel comfortable before i can start gabbing! LOL) That was when i knew I LIKED HIM!!! I wasn't used to having a guy open door for me, open car door for me, and all sorts, paying for me. It was so great and I had so much fun dating him.. and i was just starting to develop strong feelings for him just before April 7th. WHen he told me he was moving back to Oregon, I asked him what was going to happen to us. He said "Friends" that was when the dam broke, however we did have that last date, went out to dinner and watched "Finding Nemo" .... he had been wanting me to see that movie and that movie was so sweet, made me cry too! LOL ... We had talked for a few months aftewards, via emails, until he met someone and got married last summer. I don't know why we are not talking anymore, but that's ok. We both have moved on with our lives, and that I believe he came into my life for a reason, to show me that there are indeed good guys out there and not all guys are losers.

So anyway, April 7th is getting closer... and i have been relieving this for a while.. and just remembering how much I cried makes me cry some now.. but not cry cry, u know? Just ears very swelled up with tears.
Ah, ok, end of this post, and like I said I have moved on with my life, became a homeowner, travelling quite a bit.