Two years ago...

I know I'm kinda posting again.. I am just remembering... but I'm doing alright today, work kept me tooo busy to really dwell on what happened 2 years ago when Dustin and I broke up. but man it was very hard.

That break up did make me see who true friends are:

Linda my very good friend was very supportive...
Shannon was very supportive

Now S at work ... she was pretty negative, altho she did ssay she was sorry that happened.. but later she must have been bored and decided to piss me off..by saying things like "I had an inkling that he planned this break up" ..(This is not true at all) etc etc and that was very hurtful to hear and I was still trying to get over this heartbreak and that was almost a month later. some other co worker said oh it was only three months, not serious enough so stop being sad... OMG.. that was very hurtful to me. They don't know what it was like being in bad relatinoships until you met a truly wonderful man who treats you so well and it gets taken away from you.

Anyway, when Dustin told me he was moving back to Oregon because of job promotion, and i was upset, crying and I was about to go home, but he wanted me to stay ... have our last date.. so we went out to dinner, I joked that I will pick the most expensive food on the menu .. he said sure lets go to Mcdonald's and that he was joking (it was good to joke LOL) ... so we went to Red Robin, he chose those banana milk shakes in memory of one of our all day/night date in March 2004 that we had banana bubble teas. Awww. how sweet.

SO that was a good breakup that I have ever experienced, I mean, the breakups i had before were always ugly, nasty, arguing, screaming etc... so that was a good one... ........