Follow up to I dont get it post

Today it was a very bad day at work. Normally, I don't have PMS signs, because I am normally very laid back person, and if something really hurts my feelings just before period, for some reason it hits me, but other times, I just let it slide off me, but today.. OMG it was a horrible day at work.

I came to work .. LIMPING bec of my leg... and was greeted by an email by Rose telling me that evenstar and Teri said NO to my doc appt on 5th at 350 pm ... and asked me to change it. It fucking pissed me off because it will be the THIRD time that i have had to call the doctor's to change appointment and they then had to call to re-arrange for an interpreter so it is a big fucking hassle!

Thennnnnnnnn.. i got this rude email from Evenstar.... she implied that I was changing appts, which I never did ... It was ROSE that ASKED Me to change my appts, which i fucking complied .... here's her email (FUCK YES I copied and pasted it )

Cheryl, please let us know what times you need to be on the vacation calendar for appointments on 7/7. Be clear when you need to leave the office and when/if you will be back. We need to know whether you will be here or not, so you need to decide if you have appointments or not.
Remember that although we try to have a lot of flexibility, all time off or schedule changes need to be approved in advance, and if they are approved, they should not be changed at the last minute. If this flexibility is abused, it will no longer be available.
Thanks, Evenstar

That was where I got very upset and started to cry because I felt like they were making A HUGE FUCKING DEAL out of it (which has resulted in a co worker being very afraid to ask for July 24th off for her dentist appt... i feel so bad for her) and I felt that evenstar was implying that I was changing appts... and i replied "WAIT A MIN.. I am not abusing it" and I explained to her that rose asked me to change my appts ... !!!!!!!!!!! and I explained to her that I had my 7/7 11:40 am appt set up last JUNE 7th for follow up on trigger finger and that I had already explained to Rose. (KeriAnn, yes you can start counting the fucking words like I counted yours in your blog LOL)... get this Evenstar never ever responded back.. VERY FUCKING RUDE and UNPROFESSIONAL!
I am just so fucking mad.... which is why I am not talking to evenstar on a personal basis no more and haven't been for a very long time. I feel telling them about appts on 5th then on 7th is fuckingn plenty notice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It s not like I'm missing a fucking day!

I walked into Teri's office (big boss of production dept) and shes' really nice, I was crying pretty hard and shaking because of all this fucking drama.. she said it s ok... that Teri understand s now about my appt. It was just that Rose was very confused ... arrrgguugugughgghghhghg and in myfucking opinion she s not a good supervisor because shes constantly asking questions , etc.. BAER! I just don't get it. I have good grammar which is rare in deaf people and Rose doesn't understand????????????????????????????????????????????????? BAER!!! (Big Ass Eye Roll)
Rose is the only one that doesn't always understand me. Lots of people understands me..

One thing that is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SAD about Evenstar... she doesn't even make any fucking effort to talk to me in body language, or anything like that... she writes.. and her writing is fucking awful that I cannot even read it at all ... alot of hearies at work understands me because they know me well, and I can talk pretty good and they can "decpheir" (not sure how to spell sorry) me... even tho I don't say all words perfectly, like some letters can be missing but they still understand me because they are around me.. and i can understand them when they talk to me, and they talk to me in body language which is cool but oh evenstar.. nothing! I PITY HER! BAER!

Ah now i feel better for getting this out thanks for reading and feel free o comment. :)

Off to clean apt and wait for my nephew Jason to come over and help me set up my new laptop! HOpe it goes well! :)