Oops! been two weeks since I last posted.

Next Sunday mom and I will be going to Hawaii. I can't wait. I need some sun badly. We had some snow here and it's cold! brrrrr!

Now I understand what people mean when they say they have mid-life crisis. I believe I may be starting to go through one. Heck, I will be 40 in 18 days. I just feel very unhappy here in Washington. I have lived in Washington state most of my life since 1972. I am just tired of all the rain and the cold here. I should be grateful that the winters here are MILD... unlike midwest and east coast with all those snow storms.

I just don't want to live here anymore, I enjoy the sun alot, beaches, etc and just being outside. I think I will be happier in Florida ... I have considered Arizona as well, but Arizona doesn't have beaches. I would need to find a job.... sell my condo... etc... I think the city I wil probably want to live is Tampa, or maybe Naples, who knows... I have a friend that lives in Naples.. and she is just a sweet girl that I enjoy hanging with her. Thanks, Alison! OH yeah my hair has improved thanks to Alison for shampoo/conditioning/detangling product recommendations. My hair is a little more straighter now to my liking... not crazy and wild! I miss Mali too. and her antics! She kept signing that female part sign and it just cracks me up! I met Mali for first time in June and wow, she had changed so much, talking more, ...cute and cutier. I wanted to take her home with me! Here's pic of them.

Hmmm.. oh yeah it has been almost 3 months since Eddie dumped me. I have more good days now than the bad days. I need to work on redesigning myself.. lose weight, etc... and focus on my physical therapy.. go back to curves.. I need to get out of this funk of depression.

i started to feel so sad the minute my plane left Naples!! BOO HOO!

Oh yeah on thanksgiving day, i went to Fred Meyer and bought a new suitcase (3 pieces in one) for only 60 dollars.. regular price 120. I was pissed when I came home from florida, grabbed my suitcase, pulled out my handle and started to roll it, it wouldn't roll, so i looked at the wheels and i was shocked and mad that both of them were missing and it wasn't like that when i checked in at Florida airport.

Now counting the days until Hawaii!