Life ramblings...............

Sigh.. where to start.... shall I do bullets???? Hmmmmmm..naw... just boring paragraphs! :)

First, I may be losing my medical coverage to another insurance carrier. I.am.not.happy!! We will be getting medical benefits through First American Title Company and they are not offering Group Health. I am mad and upset. I have had Group Health practically all my life since 1973, same physician for 17 years. I have strong history with GH. Now I will have to start all over, hoping to find a good large multi-care facility similar to GH because of interpreting issues. I will have to find a new rheumy for my ongoing care with my RA. I am just freaking out. I am actually considering going on my own and take individual plan with Group Health but they are expensive but I will still look into it. The president of the company is not happy either about losing Group Health and he will see what he can do...................I am just pissed off.

I am considering doing on line courses to get BS or AA in paralegal. I love to research and investigate. My ex of 9 years always told me that if I wasn't deaf, I would have made a great detective. Also job security in law field is good.

Now, GH issues had made my day at work really bad. I made my last appointment with my rheumy on December 11th and i will be looking for list of rheumsy under Aetenaplan and bring the list and see if he can make some recommendations. I trust my rheumy.. He is a real nice guy , and he takes enbrel himself too. He did say when I move to Florida, he knows a rheumy in Naples!!! :) I love Naples! It is a beautiful town. I think it is growing the way I see construction all over. I can't wait to go down to Naples in December and dip those toes in the soft white sand.

OK, back to bad day at work Friday... long story but I won't go into it much, but my supervisor and i were working on vacation balance... and I was calculating my balance, and went to her desk and all of sudden she became very rude and made "go away" gestures to me.. huge gestures ... 3 times. I was appalled and got pissed off. She emailed me a min later saying she didn't have time for a lengthy discussion. BAER(big ass eye roll) That action really hurt my feelings. In my 25 years of working, I have never had a supervisor treat me like that ever How does she even know if it was going to be a lengthy one or not. BAER It was just a piece of paper with my vacation balance. Whatever.... so that made my weekend pretty bad because I was fuming all weekend. I have noticed as I get older, (maybe applies to all us older people our tolerance level for rude people gets lower and lower. LOL

Come Monday which is today. I emailed her asking to talk to her. She said ok in 20 minutes. .. then she emailed me saying she was ready. I went to her.. and told her how I felt about last Friday. She started to deny her gestures actions...then I gave her a look like I was saying "oh, no don't go there", ya know... with raised eyes. She then admitted that she was rude, and talked... and she apologized. I accepted it and told her please not to do it again in the future. She said ok.

This is why i hate having younger supervisors!! She is 33! UGH!


So I am kinda waiting to get laid off ... in the past, I used to be scared of getting laid off, but I guess time changes things. So my plans are: Repaint the living room into earth colors, install baseboards, look for work, and hopefully start paralegal studies (may need to look into financial assistance) ... put condo up for sale and move to FL. Which city is still TDB. I know I talk about it all and it will become a reality .... I just can't afford to quit my job because you can't collect unemployment. So it just takes time and let things happen. In the meantime I have my resume' posted on monster.com

So I guess that's all for now.