Random rambling musings....

Happy Halloween! I am home today due to work share day off.

I am not in any costume today. I remember back in 1997 and 1999 I dressed up as Mimi from the Drew Carey show. I won 1st place in 97 and 2nd place in 99. It was fun. I remember the smiles and giggles from people as I walked downtown at work. I will have to find a picture of me being Mimi and get it on computer. I don't have a scanner, but I can take a picture of it! Heh.

So what's happening in my life?

Still pissy about new plan... I went onto expre$$ scripts website..and calucated my costs, and printed it out to show HR person. Enbrel is just so freaking expensive. I was surprised that Don the prez of the company is looking into it. Maybe maybe maybe just maybe he will have a soft heart, change of heart and offer Group health again.. who knows.....he did ask me how much I pay for enbrel at group health and I told him only $30 a month.......the prices of enbrel is just unbelievable. A friend told me about walm@rt offering over 300 rx for just four dollars. Great deal.. checked it out, most of my meds are there so I will go for it, but unfortunanely enbrel isn't one of them! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Maybe I am just prematurely freaking out! So one other option is to look for another job. I just submitted a resume to my friend's for her to pass to HR at her job. So who knows.. we shall see............................................it may mean a pay cut, but it may be better in the long run, because as long as I live in Washington, having Group Health is extermely important to me, mmmmkay? Being happy is more important than being unhappy at a job you don't really like anymore.

Gosh, 4 more days until I escape from reality and I can't wait! :)

I am just slowly packing my suitcase .. looking through clothes to take and wear. I remember my first time to Hawaii.. I was such a ditzy and took my entire closet with me! HAHAHA what a dork I was!

Hmmmm..yesterday marked 3 years ago that I lost my baby. Amazingly I did not dwell on it too much, probably because of the fact I was being kept busy at work with files to type. I was really glad to have lots of files to type. I do not do well on very slow days at work with not much to do. One typist was out yesterday due to work share so I was practially the lone typist and I love it. I thrive on hectic times.. not s.l.o.w. times.

Ugh talking about jobs.. confusing me,, most part I am unhappy at work mainly because of somebody that shall remain unnamed has a huge obsession with food and expects us to contribute to potlucks monthly ... and we can't afford that especially on work share.... ... and now another reason is group health situation. But at same time I am very grateful to have a job, ya know and I work with a great circle of people with the expectation of this said unnamed somebody and the food situation. She's a nice person, but... she can be insenstive at times. I stay civil .. but it sucks being two faced, ya know? LOL (only to her)

Gotta go and get busy.

Off and doing stuff!