4 months later.....

I know it has been a very long time since I last posted... this is just an update to my previous posts.

Update to work drama:

I finally quit my job at PNWT. Sometimes I wonder if Evenstar74 has plotted this to drive me away. I was very close to going postal there so I had to leave. I have no regrets at all. I got a new job at Group Health so best of all I have Group Health benefits again. I also did not like how evenstar has been treating me lately, talking down to me, talking to me like a child, etc... one example: I was at maildesk dropping off a file... and co worker from Unit came down, he teased me, I squealed in giggle but for only a few seconds and I went back to my desk and evenbitch sent me this email (in regards to old desk needing clean up and it wasn't even MY mess but I did it anyway to shut her up... because big shots were coming to see the company -whatever) saying and that angered me even more and gave me even more incentive to look for job:
.. and do it quickly without fuss.
I could tell all the way over here that some commotion was going on, wasting time for everyone involved.
WTF????????????????????????????? I wasn't even going to throw a fuss, never even thought of throwing a fuss, it would be so childish!!!!!!! UGH i'm so glad to be out of there. I'm 41 FFS, and she's 33!!!! Also what the fuck is her obsession with "wasting time"... this ain't high school. UGH!! After my short eposide of giggling, the said co worker was still at mail desk with other co workers, i don't know what was going on but that said co worker can sure be very loud at times.

Now as a consquence of leaving my job at PNWT. Mind you, I have no regrets WHATSOEVER, mmmkay? I chose to leave, so I could be happy again, be at peace, etc. I am very amazed that I managed to stay sober through this all stress. I didn't really think about using crack, anyway, it never crossed my thoughts. My therapist had pointed that out that it was incredible that I stayed clean. YEAH! Anyway, back to consquences:

I took a HUGE, I mean HUGE, paycut. But I CHOSE it. Now I get the meaning "money can't buy happiness" How true!
As a result of the paycut, I am selling my condominium. I am not happy about having to sell it. I can still pay mortgages, but on the 2nd check of month, Im flat broke. 1st check of month is ok....and I can't even pay my monthly dues now because of this. So I can't live like this so it's time to sell and rent an apartment for a while and decide about my life path. I still have desire to move to Florida, but there is something that I want to get done first. I would love it if Group Health would open a facility or facilities down in Florida I plan on moving back to my old apartment where I loved living there.

I love working at Group Health. Much better than PNWT!!!

Ok, I have been packing/putting in storage all day so I'm closing here for the night.

I mostly blog over on myspace right now.